FIY I do apply do other types of jobs, but they aren't any easier to come by.
My plan is to go back to school and get work there, in the city, where you are actually allowed to do your job even if your background isn't classical.
In this situation you actually don't know what you're talking about.
Get off my ass.

Dude. If you knew the amount of work I put in at my job and the drive and passion I do it with...

This is not about being lazy, it's about being a victim of true abuse sadly after a long health related period. Anyone who thinks I'm whining would probably have killed themselves if having experienced the same. That's some truth for you, right there. Do you think I'd turn into an activist over nothing?
If they didn't have such bad times I'd be at the local factory right now with the same top production numbers I used to have.
As for girlfriends, I stand out a lot around here. Man of the world you see. Doesn't mean that artists that I actually have something in common with abound. You know, someone you could actually fall in love with. That's also someone who wouldn't really care about my current employment situation. Seeing now many 20 year olds one could date in a year has little value to me.
All I know is that if these things hadn't happened I would have about 5 albums and 4 books out and enjoying a typical 50/50 gigging and teaching split, probably in the same city I'm hoping to get into school right now.
I haven't given up and I think that says plenty about my character.